This might be the final blog that i wrote here as a lecturer. There are so many things happened lately, too much that i need to catch up. Personally, i felt i become a new person altogether. The way i perceive things were different back then when i was still studying. Im trying to see life in every different way. Oen thing for sure, ive learned that its not easy to earn money. It requires hard work, times and a whole lot of effort. Now i understand that my dad had been working soo hard to raise me and my brother. Every single cent is very valuable and must be appreciated. I am glad that im now supporting 80% of the household need, pay all the bills, helping my dad so that mom can save more money. I know mom and dad wanted to go for Hajj again one day.
It has been a while since the last time i updated my blog. I wanted to keep on updating my blog but lately I am way too busy finishing and clearing all my works before im going off to my new working place on 1st August,2005.
The experience that i gained here in the education line somehow made a tremendous change in my life, personally. I realised the fact that there were things that i didnt know about myself till the day i started teaching here. Things that i thought i could never do before.The experience with the students and the other lecturers would always be one of the most precious experience that i could never exchange with other things. Without the support of the other lecturers and my immediate superior, i dont think im able to cope with the work here. Being working day and night has been my routine since i came here. Despite all the pain and hardship that i went through, at the end of the day it make me smile when i come to think about my students. The students are wonderful (although some were not:) but i had a wonderful times with them though few times i exploded in the class. But then it was for their own good. I began to love my students and the work im doing now.
Soon, I’ll be having another tremendous change in my life. 360′c. Despite the fact, i have zero knowledge on banking but i believe we can always learn new things, gained new experiences. Same thing here when i was asked to teach business ethics, a subject that im not familiar with at all, i was so pissed and i am not confident at all to teach those part time students but i made it.And it make me proud to see all of them had passed my paper.Its been a hard work for the last semester but i managed to get through all this.
i am lucky to have wonderful people around me who’s been supporting me from day 1 till now. It may be a short term experience but i’ve learned so many things and i made more new friends and this is a blessing to me.
There were few bad or bitter experiences that ive been going through here as well but I am ready to let it go but certainly it would be moments that i wont forget for the rest of my life. One day i would come back and teach with more new experiences that i would want to share with my students. For now, i must move on and live a new life. But all the memories here in this college would always be treasured.
Its about time to move on and learn more things..
